I know I mean this right now, and I know I'm going to regret this later...
But you don't understand. You're never going to understand. I'd be able to move on perfectly fine with you in my life. Yesterday's phone call didn't hurt me. I didn't cry. Well, obviously except for when you brought us and what to do next up. But telling me to get you out of my life? Or to forget you ever existed? If you ever really cared about me then you wouldn't have said that. How could you even say that to me? You perfectly know damn well that I haven't even lived this past year and a half without you. You're a huge part in my life and what the fuck am I supposed to replace you with? How am I supposed to forget you? Like you never existed? Like we never existed? That is a slap in my face. So what, you want me to forget you? Forget us? Forget everything you've said to me? Act like it never meant anything? If you expect me to do that then I don't think you've meant anything you've said to me. You said this wouldn't change us. That no matter what, we'd still be friends. That we'd be 'fishy & smartie' still, right? Fucking nonsense. I was going to try. I was going to try to be your friend still. And I thought we'd be okay. Clearly I'm wrong.

I thought we could be friend still. I really thought we could. You don't want to be another 'picture' in my 'gallery'? Well, you weren't going to be. But I guess you are now. I trusted you. I put my best to you. But you're not here anymore. You're just like every other guy whose hurt me. I'll take you out of my life. I'll forget our memories. I'll forget everything you've said to me. I'll forget everything I've said to you and that's it. I'll pretend like we never existed. And I'll forget everything we had meant something to either of us. Because I don't know you anymore... I don't believe a word you've said to me. 'I'm sorry.' 'I love you.' 'I miss you.' 'This won't change us.' 'I'll always care.' 'You mean so much to me.' Nothing. I don't believe it anymore. It doesn't mean anything to me anymore. I'll move on without you in my life. Girlfriend or not, you had a good girl but you just lost her.

Last goodbye? Fine.
goodbye & don't ever come back.