D: I don't get why you just can't talk to him-
J: You don't get it..
D: But I know him, he's not the type of person-
J: He is.
D: Just talk to him. You guys have the same lunch. It'll be easier so you can talk-
J: No David. I tried and it didn't work.

..It's so funny how everyone but you is helping me, or atleast trying to. They protect me from you. They make sure I'm okay. They try and convince me to do what I want to do. You're just there, bystanding. Looking at me, but doing nothing. I really have to fake a smile after I see that. I can't even walk home with them anymore because of you. I can't even get home feeling happy because of you. There's this stupid daily reminder of you in my life. For some reason, I can't shake you off. I'm so tired of it. Get out of my life.

I'm, honest to God, falling apart again.