They say 'a dream is a wish your heart makes'
So I guess my heart still wishes for you
I still kinda miss you, a lot
I wish you were still my friend
I wish everything was the way it used to be

Your friendship meant more than anything in the world to me
And I can't believe I lost it
I can't believe I wasted my time
I can't believe you never cared as much as I did
I can't believe I keep lying to myself, telling myself thing's will change

But just because I miss you, doesn't mean I'm going to change my mind
I promised myself I wasn't going to try anymore, and I'm not
If I ever really mattered to you, then you'd show it
But clearly, you don't or you never did
I'm tired of waiting for you, but I still can't let you go


It's been two weeks since we've last talked. Dispite seeing each other everyday at school, nothing happens. I know you see me and I know you see me look to. But we don't to anything about it.. I don't want to try anymore. I want you to show me you care enough about me to do something..