Why do I bother? Really, 'cause if all I'm doing means nothing to you.. then I'll stop. If everything I'm doing doesn't change anything between us.. then tell me. If you don't want me in your life.. tell me. Because I'm coming home with tears again.. I'm coming home hurt again.. I've tried and tried to get to you.. but cleary I'm getting nowhere.. I miss you, I really do. My heart hurts without you.. And I can't stand it. I saw you today.. and I know you saw me too.. I saw you at lunch and I walked passed you.. I saw you at ball tryouts after I said Hi to Daniel, again, I walked away.. But y'know, she got to me, she said I should talk to you. Look what I did, I tried.. And he ignored me. Left me hanging. I'm fucking tired of crying. If you don't want me to try anymore, if you want me to give up, if you want me out of your life.. Tell me, because I'm tired of you hurting me.