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posted : Thursday, July 2, 2009
title : I can't sleep
8:23. I've been lying in bed for almost an hour now.. And I don't think I'm even going to get back to sleep. I should get up anyways.. my mom's leaving for work soon. I have to babysit my siblings, and I think my cousins.. Yay for my summer job... Anyways, I turned off my phone last night. I turned off my computer.. I just went to bed and went to think. Last night hurt.. a lot. I didn't even know what to say.. How could you say that? ..Nevermind, it doesn't matter. Anyways, I turned on my phone earlier.. I got like, 10 text messages in a row.. I'd reply to them, but 1. I don't wanna wake them up, and 2. I don't know what to say.. So yeah, I'm here writing away.. I might as well just keep off the computer and turn my cell off again.. I don't think I'm gonna want to talk to people today.. Just keep that in mind.
~~~ I'm sorry for all my mistakes.. the way I act and what I do I'm sorry for making things hard.. Just don't for get my intentions are true Sorry for my imperfections.. Or not being smart or pretty enough too.. But like you said.. just always remember.. I'm always loving you. 8:42. |