dear boyfriend,

where do i even begin with you? i love you, i mean it. always. nobody understands how lucky i am to have you. you don't even know how lucky i am. i'm in love with my bestfriend, how can it be any better? you were the one who made me believe in love again. after my previous relationships, you don't know how bad it hurt. to give your heart to somebody and trust them with it, only to have them hand it back to you in pieces. i'd love to say that never happened with us.. but we both know it has. but past is past. what ever doesn't kill us, it makes us stronger. and i'm happy to say it did make us stronger. i have to say, being with you is the best thing that's ever happened to me. because of you, i smile more. i laugh harder. i cry less. it's because of you, my heart races with thoughts of you. i get butterflies when i see you. my knees go weak when you hold me. and the world just seems to freeze when you kiss me. writing this right now.. i can feel my heart pounding. call it cheesey or gay, whatever you want.. i just want you to know i love you. dispite this rollercoaster we've been riding for five months, the good times override the bad. the time we went to square. or your semi-formal. you were wearing so much more lipgloss than me ♥ that time we were at wonderland. i've never been closer to you. all those times we would go to 'our spot' at bishop reding. even though i was scared senseless, i wanted to spend that time with you. every conversation we have, whether it be via text, or msn, or on the phone, they mean so much to me. every word, means the world to me. you have no idea how much i love you. how deep my love is for you. you're my everything. and you mean so much more than everything to me. you've changed my whole life. there are certainly no words that can describe my feelings for you. you've taught me the true definition of love. it's missing someone when they were with you two seconds ago. it's thinking about that person and getting butterflies. it's smiling randomly because you remember something with them. it's feeling your heart race everytime you think of them. lastly, it's when you have no reason to love them.. you just do. because of those reasons, i know i love you. like, i've told you before.. i love your hugs. i love your kisses. i love being with you. i love when you hold me. i love our silly little inside jokes. and i absolutely love you the most. happy five months mikey borlongan. i love you with every piece of my heart.