The City That Never Sleeps
$ Jasmine Santiago




posted : Sunday, June 21, 2009
title : love rollercoaster
Love, with me, has proven to be an emotional rollercoaster. I've been up, with the happiest moments possible. I've been full of laughter and smiles. My mood would instantly brighten up your own. I've been down, without any fair warning. I'd go through emotional breakdowns. I'd drown myself in tears. And it goes around and around, over and over again. I know recently I've scared you with being upset and depressed.. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for pushing you away when you're only trying to help. I'm sorry for not letting you help me. But you don't know what it's like. You're depressed, for no reason. You don't feel like being happy. You just don't care. I can't explain that feeling to you.. But, I just want to thank you. Thank you for being there for me, even if it was hard. Thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for everything you do for me.
I l o v e y o u .

dear boyfriend,

' you've a l w a y s found a way to cheer me up
even when i'm as down as can be.
you replace my tears with laughs and smiles.
you have no idea what that means to me. '

♥ love always,
jasmine elena santiago