The City That Never Sleeps
$ Jasmine Santiago




posted : Wednesday, June 3, 2009
title : back up and switch
so, let's reverse the situation
let me be you and you be me
let's say i was always depressed
and you were full of smiles and happy
let's say i was constantly upset
spending days and nights crying
you're trying to be there for me
but you can't help me from dying
let's say i was the one who was cutting
leaving painful reminders, marks, and scars
and when you try to talk me out
i'll build a shield of mental bars
let's say i was blind, to your help and concern
i'd shrug you off, and shut you down
you'd sit and watch me self-destruct
you'll feel so helpless when you're around
let's say i wanted to end my life
cause i couldn't deal with all the pain
i hear you cry, and cry some more
but things are still the same..
so let's return back to the beginning
i'm back to me, and you're back to you
you're hurting, and i'm useless
looking for a happy ending long overdue