The City That Never Sleeps
$ Jasmine Santiago




posted : Saturday, May 3, 2008
title : srsly?
are you serious?
are you actually going through with this?
i thought we were bestfriends.
through thick and thin, for better or worse.
all the promises you made me and more.
i miss you already and you aren't even gone yet.
listen, i know your his friend, but your my friend too.
we've been through so much.
i've given up so much for you.
and this is what i get in return?
i get an " i'm sorry , but i don't want him mad at me " ?
so meaning to say, you'd rather me be mad at you?
you really don't know how much i care do you?
how much every little thing you do affects me.
you are one of the bestfriends i have ever had.
you know what we've been through.
and how hard we've fought.
all the apologies, the promises.
everything.
you know how much i care.
and i know you do care too.
i love our friendship and your hugs.
i love all our inside jokes and the way you are.
the way you smell the way you laugh.
just everything about you.
i love, you are my friend.
and i'd be willing to give up so many things for you.